Pregnant Pause

And God said…

Posted by: beautifulillusion3 on: September 15, 2008

…if you missed the sunrise I made for you this morning, don’t worry…

Sagan at sunrise

 

…I’ll make you another one tomorrow.

Celebrity babies!!

Posted by: beautifulillusion3 on: September 12, 2008

Found some cool sites!! Ones that track celebrity pregnancies. It’s heaps cool! I’m gonna figure out which celebrities are due around the same time as me, and then I can arrange our childrens marriage! How much fun is that?!

Alrighty, check it out, the first one is the Celebrity Baby Blog and you can check it out here. Not only does it show you celebrity babies, but it also tells you where to by cute baby clothes and prams and stuff and also has a celebrity baby look alike section! Oh! Tobey Maguire’s baby’s name is Ruby Sweetheart? I think I like that. Do I sound like an ad? Oh well. I don’t care.

The next one is the celebrity baby tracker which can be found by pressing yonder button. This site is kindof a more up to date feed about celebrity babies. Though it’s not terribly up to date. Eh, whatevs. Still mighty fun. :)

Love, only love will set you free…

Posted by: beautifulillusion3 on: September 10, 2008

Alright everyone, the post you have been eagerly anticipating. Maybe.

I think I’m ready to let it slide who little cookie’s father is.

I would think that it would be kind of obvious, but with the myriad of stories floating around, who knows what to believe, right?

Ok, here goes.

We met on New Years Eve at Kendall’s party. I was there, of course, as Kendall’s bestie, he as Kendall’s bf’s school friend. We hit it off and shared perhaps more than just a kiss at the stroke of midnight. We started seeing each other after that, just for fun at first, though as the months went on it became more serious. Both of us knew that we’d fallen hard for each other, but the fact that he was due to join the army in June meant that we knew whatever romance we had between the two of us was going to be short lived.

And then fate intervened.

I found out about Cookie near the end of June and let him know almost immediately afterwards. We discussed all our different options and what would be the best course of action before realising that this miracle was born from love. Not a drunken night in or a meaningless moment of lust but pure unadulterated love.

I knew it, he knew it. We just wish everybody else did. Perhaps the feeling is hard to comprehend because some of you have never felt it before? Maybe a picture would be a better medium? This is the best I can do using my basic photoshopping skills and a topic which is beyond explanation:

 

 

World, the father of my child is Cobey Row. Now you can go ahead and judge all you want. Everythime you bind me with your words and thoughts, love will set me free again.

Argh!! WHAT THE!?!

Posted by: beautifulillusion3 on: September 9, 2008

Ok, so just for the record, this is NOT me and this sort of thing has NOT started happening to me yet, but it’s gonna be pretty weird when it does, right?

Right, I’m scared.

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Ohhh myyyy Gooood….*sooo cute*

Posted by: beautifulillusion3 on: September 5, 2008

Ok, so I’m feeling a bit clucky again today, (what’s new, right?) and I felt like looking up cuuuute babies on youtube and happened to stumble upon this:

 

 

I can’t decide my favourite, Harry or Charlie….though I am liking Harry and/or Charlie as a name…perhaps even Charli for a girl? Hmmm….

Another milestone, missed.

Posted by: beautifulillusion3 on: September 3, 2008

The formal invites were sent out today. I know cause Ive had the date decorated in my diary since the beginning of the year. I didn’t get one.

 

I can’t help but wonder what my dress would have been like, had circumstances been different. What my hair would have been like, the car that I get picked up in, that sort of thing. Let me tell you what I imagined…

My dress would have looked something like this:

 

It’s a Henry Roth and I’ve loved it from the moment I first laid eyes on it. It would have cost a fortune and mum would have objected, but I would have found a way to have it. I wanted it enough to be able to find a way…

My hair would have been similar to this:

 

A bit bridal, I know, but the dress is already going there so I may as well go all the way.

And finally, the piece de resistance (no I don’t know hw to spell it) from the kind folks right here.

 

Tacky? Maybe. Fun? Hell yes.

 

But I’ll never know will I?

 

 

Moving on up…

Posted by: beautifulillusion3 on: August 29, 2008

Didn’t think my life could get anymore eventful, did you? Well guess what?

I got kicked out of home.

My mum said she couldn’t handle my antics any longer (what the?!?) and I was a currupt influence on the girls. She told me to start packing and to be ready to be picked up by my cousin Kelly in 3 hours.

How does one pack up their entire life in 3 hours?

Well I guess I don’t have much of a life cause I was done in two and a half.

So, you would almost expect me to be bitter, right? To maybe put on a happy face but be dying inside.

But for once in my life I’m not.

God knows I’ve wanted to get out of there since I was about five. And yeah, I’d miss the girls, but not enough to warrant staying.

Besides, Kelly’s cool. This is her:

Who knows, maybe I’ll actually enjoy it. All I do know is it’s a long road ahead…

 

No literally – I took a picture and everything –

Names I’m currently into…

Posted by: beautifulillusion3 on: August 27, 2008

Boys:

Jayden Thomas Hayes

Christian Riley Hayes

Chase Michael Hayes

Ky Anthony Hayes

Vaughn Leo Hayes

 

Girls:

Eden Leah Hayes

Vivien Taylor Hayes

Stephanie Kayla Hayes

Regan Brooke Hayes

River Lark Hayes

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